happy birthday to me - 7/11/26
0:00 - 2:15
well my birthday was yesterday. yay! no idea where im gonna go in life but if theres one thing im sure of its that im still beating my shit till it looks like a burst chorizo
what happened this week?
well i went down to my friend to see him for a bit, and it was really fun ^_^ we smoked a bunch of weed and hung out and got food and such, then i went to go see my other friend and me and him got to hang out for a bit and it was nice. we drew some sketches which i should probably upload later but Whatteever id have to scan them and i dont wanna do allat. i really like him and it makes me feel awful for some reason. not because of him but because of me, i dont feel like i deserve to like him im not nearly good enough for him. hes so funny and talented, i think part of the reason i feel so bad is because i dont feel like id be a good partner. maybe thats why i avoid love so much
whats next?
im writing this waaaay after my birthday now but its WHATEVER ill just say what i was gonna say before i stopped writing. i have really high hopes that this jobs gonna hire me (spoiler alert for the next blog THEY DID) and im hoping to become more independent in the future, i want to find myself and really explore who i am. as for projects wise im currently rewriting the unfortunate fox, hopefully its more substance and less talky but idk my writing doesnt really improve that much. as for my website uhhh idk really what else to add, i was gonna do a movie and game log like some sites but i just couldnt find the inspiration to write about games i rarely play soooo i deleted it but its whatever maybe ill do it again sometime.