I think it was the first time I realized that I could change the world. Or at least change the way me and my sister hit the clock on every tick just to see what happened. The time has really flown by, I guess, and it's hard to think of the way it might've been. Or remember really specifically the words and all the rest of it. I was down, more than I'll ever be, probably. That is what we do with it all together. Like the orange trees in the backyard, and it's Easter, and it just won't end- Fucking Phil, he's off on his board somewhere. And I'm just sitting here getting more and more lost with everything. And that was the thing about it, it's not as if a cousin promised something and had taken it away. It was like nobody could share my so-called dreams, which really meant none of it was happening. And that reach around midnight left her with just about that, nothing. There's not anything particular about it either, and I think that the whole thing gets vaguer every second. But I am too and there's nothing wrong with that. It's even funny when you stop to realize I'm just nineteen. And how serious can anything be anyway?. Not very. -Drop Nineteens "Kick The Tragedy"

i go by jane, i'm a 17 year old genderfluid aromantic who loves the world and everything that it gives.

i like art, photography, music, writing, and biking (when i actually feel like leaving the house. x_x) some of my smaller hobbies are old software, old hardware, physical media, consoles and emulation, hardware modding, windows modding, unix, websites and oldweb culture and history, anatomy, guns, and lots of other junk. just feel free to hmu and i'll be glad to share. ^_^

i didn't grow up musically inclined or influenced, but i've been expanding my tastes since like 2022 when i started my last.fm account and it showed me how much I really like music. alot of my taste comes from my friends and family and i'm thankful they've shown me alot of artists i like today. Some of the artists/bands I currently enjoy are Steely Dan, Hum, Yes, The Pharcyde and Ben Folds- but I'd love to get more recommendations and bands. (preferably around the ones I currently enjoy, but i'm open to most if not all artists. o_O)

not a complete film buff but i do like some movies, even started a Letterboxd to track what i've watched. Some of my favorite genres of film are action, horror and comedy films. i also don't mind sci-fi but sometimes it's like 50/50, either good or bad. also i LOVE disaster films. 2012, independence day, the day after tomorrow, outbreak, titanic, geostorm (was meh), etc.

my favorite shows are family guy, the simpsons, rick and morty, futurama, doctor who, jackass, athf, boondocks, dr katz, mission hill, venture bros, home movies, common side effects, and other various animated shows. so in general just like most of adult swim's old airings lol : p

while im not much of a gamer anymore, i still play some stuff occasionally like old source games and the sort. i like most of the valve titles, shooters, vr games, games with lots of world building, sandbox games and whatnot.

some specific titles im playing are ksp, bioshock one, two, and infinite, gta iv and v, minecraft and some ps vita titles. recently ive been really into hotline miami on the vita and some psp titles like wipeout and outrun 2006. ^_^ i also play some stuff on my 360 sometimes! mainly dead space, family guy back to the multiverse, bully, halo 3 and fallout nv.

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